Reading don't equate to Living

Oh, it's just a title. I couldn't decide what to title this blog.

I haven't been blogging for awhile.. I don't think anyone misses though as I don't get much readers simply 'cos I don't publicize it.

It's nearly September..3 more months to December. How quickly time flies..thru tough times and happy times. I remember last year, I was looking forward to my wedding, this year - I don't know what to look forward to.

1 word summarizes this year - CHANGE!!

First it was the marriage
Then it was staying in a home that is not the home you've been living in for the past 25 years
Then it was spiritual - truths about praying, the apostolic & prophetic

but the major one was job switch.

All my life, at the back of my mind, I said I'm not going to sell. Why? Because I don't think I'm good at it. I'm reserve. I'm quiet. I keep to a small circle of friends. I don't enjoy socialising. I feel uncomfortable around strangers.

So why the heck did I decide to switch from administration to sales?

Because I see that it's the way I need to take to meet my future goals and because I realize that I really need to break out of my "predicability & fear of strangers" shell.

And ouch it hurts all the way.

Imagine you're a tortoise happily hiding in your shell and here's this gila person taking a hammer to crack it open.

Hurts like hell.

Oh well. I've decided to take the pain killer and let the shell crack.

The latest change is my mindset on money. Attending this course on Financial Freedom and it's super though provoking - It takes the earth from you and lets you fall right through, relying on God's grace & promises to catch you at the bottom.

I'm not suprised that this year is a year of change for me. It's what you would expect when you attend a church whose year's motto is " Release the Old, Proclaim the New and Possess the Future"

I hope I look sexier without shell.