Upside Down Topsy Turvy

That's how I felt my life was these past 2 weeks. Out of place - like the little toad. I found it in my chalet one night. It's as cute as a toad can be. I don't think it's a frog rite?

In my older years, I realize what a sucker I am for order. Somehow, routines & orders is a norm for me. Maybe it's because my life has been so predictable. Day in Day out, somehow the 'main' things remain constant.

It's strange how order can revolve around a person. You would think it has to do with occurences & happenings but a human being?

That's exactly what swung my life out of balance. A person.

That lead me to thinking..

Is my life revolving around this person a bit too much?

Most of my friends that I'm close to are either too far away or can't drive

Would a car make me be less of a revolver?

Would it make my life more orderly and less erratic?

Then my life would start to revolve around a car and if the car breaks down, then I'll be off balance again.

If I must have order and stability, then I had better have my life revolve something (one) solid that never changes.